Comfortable being comfortable

So, if most of us would admit it, we are not okay with being comfortable. We think if we let an issue go or say bye to someone we don't really need in our life, that we will possibly lose someone or let go of something. Well, that's the purpose suga. Lol.
Okay I still haven't explained myself. Okay example (always put myself on blast) I used to be and sometime struggle with allowing God to move me out of a situation that's not good for me.I feel as though if I move away then I will be forgotten.....
We all struggle or have struggled with this fear of being forgotten or not being needed when in reality, We never was needed but we forced ourselves into unhealthy situations for the sake of trying to get in.
I have tried to get in all my life to the fact that when I didn't fit and had absolutely no drama in my life, I was completely uncomfortable being comfortable because I tricked my mind to think, if I'm not involved then I'm worthless.
But now I notice that when I'm not involved and void myself from people and things, as in not making an opportunity for myself to feel worthless, I am OK with being OK. II  comfortable with being comfortable.
Now my symptoms were bad.
I would get upset every time I logged into fb and see the front of people. it's easy to post a happy face but not easy to be transparent.
So I deactivated my account.
As we all do at times.
I became solo. I found out that spending time with me is way more interesting then spending time with people.
These are just two things I have done, now I have activated my fb page and you can request to be my friend (Yvonne Sherrel Thompson)but I don't browse fb.
My life shouldn't revolve around what others have ate today. Even thought sometimes it's interesting but I myself can't handle it.
My life is consisting on Yvonne loving Yvonne and Being Comfortable being Comfortable! Yvonne Loves Yvonne, and I love you aswell lol. Chow