Why Me?

I don't have a intro blog post, you will get to know me as posts and time goes by. OK Why Me? Why not me? I used to be called 'Black Barbie', the reason for this nick name was because i was always, to myself, glamorous, no matter what. I mean i had the long straight weave, the curly weave, the natural weave, the straight then natural weave, the best of MAC makeup, and all the right fits to show my oh  so right shape. I mean if the maker of barbie seen me, he or she would stop me and say " can i please please mold a sample you" lol. I mean i 6 days out of the week just to support my what i thought "DIVA" habits. I would get up, prep myself, get into my always up dated diva Mobil, from two door sports cars to Cadillac CTS. yes i had it going on. I would go to work, get off, go shopping for a nice fit for the night, go home and get ready to run the streets with my girlfriend. I used to get hollard at by NFL players, Doctors, To real life drug pushers.My Diva behind used to have all kind of treats sent to me from different men. I even got offers and once a plane ticket sent to me to Puerta Rica for the weekend.. Home girl had it going on. I was living a life of a real Gold Digger that my own close family didn't even know i was living. But my life hasn't always been that way, i didnt step into being this "DIVA" until i was 21. My life before that you will learn as the time and post goes by. I thought i loved my life but i was tired of it. Okay time went by......and then i met my not knowing at the time Hubby. His game was so freaking good that this negro had me to CHOP OFF MY PERM and go natural. When i first looked into the mirror i was like what the Heck did i do? Yes i could easily put weave back into my hair, but its no way i could make it blend. LOL i remember the first time i went out with the natural look i had it all wrong. I had on a pack of make-up, false lashes. i mean i had the suppose natural look messed up. (FYI, LADIES IF YOU CALL YOURSELF GOING NATURAL AND HAVE ON ALOT OF MAKEUP OR ANYTHING THAT DOESN'T LOOK NATURAL, THEN YOU ARE NOT NATURAL). Okay as my natural jouney goes on, i get more sincere men trying to get at me. As in sincere men i mean, ones that really want something. Not men looking for a booty call but men who wants to know about me, my beliefs, etc.... being natural makes a big difference in the way the world portray you. I think its because men and woman see that you love you the way you are. When you can wake up next to your mate and not have to fix the weave, draw on brows or etc, it is a relief. I mean i love being natural, i love me the way God created me. I get plenty of respect from men and woman. They even look at you different. So when i am asked "Why did you go natural, Why me?" i ANSWER " WHY NOT ME".