Thursday, June 9, 2011

Wandering Soul....

I was in the store about two in a half years ago and this little girl looked at me and said "Mom, I want to be her when i grow up." My reply was "No you don't, you want to be who God created you to be". Now why do you suppose the little girl said that? I know why, because she was like seven with a princess dress on, hair barely combed, white dingy t-shirt and the cutest smile. Her mom was this mid forties looking woman, who was really about twenty three years old, short shorts with booty shorts on, home-made shirt, and a quick quick weave. That's why she looked at me and said that. By the look at the little angel, she dressed her self on top of what her mom put on her three days prior. When she saw me she saw a woman who looked as if she had it together and her thoughts of her mom couldn't had been that high. truth is is that i was prob in the same Soul situation as her mom, i just dressed mines up good. I was out and about being what this world wanted me to be and in everything this world was in and not really being who that little seven year old girl saw, which was Me. I had a Soul out in the world Wandering around waiting for me to take ownership of it. Lol, it was a brand new jewel wondering around and and i was not paying any attention to it. Many times it was at my door wanting me to let it in and i was to busy entertaining this stupid tilted filthy world. Why was i trying to be someone else and it was a free me just wondering me. someone no one has been, someone that no one can be but me, someone that no one could claim but me. If you admit it, you prob tired of acting like her, or doing what she or he be doing. LOL. we be so silly when we try to live the life others wants us to live or be when its not even necessary. We be paying the price to be someone else when we can be our self the one God intended for us to be for free. Do you have a Wandering Soul? O yea, the meaning of Wandering is To move about without a definite destination or purpose. 2. To go by an indirect route or at no set pace; ...

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