HELL

"HELL IS REAL AND SOMEBODY IS GOING"...............WE OFTEN TIMES LIVE OUR LIFE AS IF THE NEXT HOUR IS PROMISED TO US. I COME ACROSS A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE ON THERE WAY TO HELL. WHERE DID US SAINTS GO WRONG? AND IF WE DIDN'T GO WRONG, THEN WHAT AREN'T WE DOING. ITS REALLY SAD TO ME WHEN A CLOSE LOVE ONE IS ON THE WRONG PATH, ESPECIALLY YOUNG SOULS THAT ARE EASILY PERSUADED. ITS LIKE WHY DO THAT CHILD CHOSE TO LIVE LIKE HIM AND  NOT YOU, WHEN U ARE SUPPOSEDLY A CHRISTIAN SERVING GOD. I KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE THAT I COME ACROSS DO WANT WHAT I HAVE, AND ALL I SAY IS THAT ITS JESUS. IF YOU ARE A BELIEVER THEN PEOPLE OF THIS WORLD THAT ARE LOST, AND THAT'S EVERYONE THAT IS NOT OF GOD, SHOULD WANT TO LIVE THE LIFE YOU LIVE. IF YOU ARE TRULY LOVING ONE ANOTHER THE WAY GOD LOVES YOU, THEN HE AND SHE AND EVEN HER OVER THERE SHOULD WANT TO FOLLOW YOU ON THE PATH TO RIGHTEOUSNESS. ALOT OF PEOPLE DON'T BELIEVE THAT HELL IS REAL. BUT I'M HERE TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH AND THAT IS THAT HELL IS REAL AND YOU MIGHT BE ON YOUR WAY. CHECK YOUR LIFE AND MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE LIVING ACCORDINGLY TO GODS WILL. BECAUSE YOUR SECOND OF THIS LIFE RIGHT HER MIGHT BE UP IN A SECOND.

Wandering Soul....

I was in the store about two in a half years ago and this little girl looked at me and said "Mom, I want to be her when i grow up." My reply was "No you don't, you want to be who God created you to be". Now why do you suppose the little girl said that? I know why, because she was like seven with a princess dress on, hair barely combed, white dingy t-shirt and the cutest smile. Her mom was this mid forties looking woman, who was really about twenty three years old, short shorts with booty shorts on, home-made shirt, and a quick quick weave. That's why she looked at me and said that. By the look at the little angel, she dressed her self on top of what her mom put on her three days prior. When she saw me she saw a woman who looked as if she had it together and her thoughts of her mom couldn't had been that high. truth is is that i was prob in the same Soul situation as her mom, i just dressed mines up good. I was out and about being what this world wanted me to be and in everything this world was in and not really being who that little seven year old girl saw, which was Me. I had a Soul out in the world Wandering around waiting for me to take ownership of it. Lol, it was a brand new jewel wondering around and and i was not paying any attention to it. Many times it was at my door wanting me to let it in and i was to busy entertaining this stupid tilted filthy world. Why was i trying to be someone else and it was a free me just wondering me. someone no one has been, someone that no one can be but me, someone that no one could claim but me. If you admit it, you prob tired of acting like her, or doing what she or he be doing. LOL. we be so silly when we try to live the life others wants us to live or be when its not even necessary. We be paying the price to be someone else when we can be our self the one God intended for us to be for free. Do you have a Wandering Soul? O yea, the meaning of Wandering is To move about without a definite destination or purpose. 2. To go by an indirect route or at no set pace; ...

Why Me?

I don't have a intro blog post, you will get to know me as posts and time goes by. OK Why Me? Why not me? I used to be called 'Black Barbie', the reason for this nick name was because i was always, to myself, glamorous, no matter what. I mean i had the long straight weave, the curly weave, the natural weave, the straight then natural weave, the best of MAC makeup, and all the right fits to show my oh  so right shape. I mean if the maker of barbie seen me, he or she would stop me and say " can i please please mold a sample you" lol. I mean i 6 days out of the week just to support my what i thought "DIVA" habits. I would get up, prep myself, get into my always up dated diva Mobil, from two door sports cars to Cadillac CTS. yes i had it going on. I would go to work, get off, go shopping for a nice fit for the night, go home and get ready to run the streets with my girlfriend. I used to get hollard at by NFL players, Doctors, To real life drug pushers.My Diva behind used to have all kind of treats sent to me from different men. I even got offers and once a plane ticket sent to me to Puerta Rica for the weekend.. Home girl had it going on. I was living a life of a real Gold Digger that my own close family didn't even know i was living. But my life hasn't always been that way, i didnt step into being this "DIVA" until i was 21. My life before that you will learn as the time and post goes by. I thought i loved my life but i was tired of it. Okay time went by......and then i met my not knowing at the time Hubby. His game was so freaking good that this negro had me to CHOP OFF MY PERM and go natural. When i first looked into the mirror i was like what the Heck did i do? Yes i could easily put weave back into my hair, but its no way i could make it blend. LOL i remember the first time i went out with the natural look i had it all wrong. I had on a pack of make-up, false lashes. i mean i had the suppose natural look messed up. (FYI, LADIES IF YOU CALL YOURSELF GOING NATURAL AND HAVE ON ALOT OF MAKEUP OR ANYTHING THAT DOESN'T LOOK NATURAL, THEN YOU ARE NOT NATURAL). Okay as my natural jouney goes on, i get more sincere men trying to get at me. As in sincere men i mean, ones that really want something. Not men looking for a booty call but men who wants to know about me, my beliefs, etc.... being natural makes a big difference in the way the world portray you. I think its because men and woman see that you love you the way you are. When you can wake up next to your mate and not have to fix the weave, draw on brows or etc, it is a relief. I mean i love being natural, i love me the way God created me. I get plenty of respect from men and woman. They even look at you different. So when i am asked "Why did you go natural, Why me?" i ANSWER " WHY NOT ME".